While I have been living in Middlesbrough I have been sleeping on the sofa pretty much every night, Sure the bed is comfy and the bedroom is lovely but it has been horrible sleeping without Greg!
I was feeling like such a woman when I told Greg that I am unable to sleep properly without him but to my relief he told me that he too hasn’t been able to sleep in our bedroom while I have been gone and have been sleeping on the sofa bed!

I miss him so much. As much as I am enjoying this job I can’t wait to come home and see everyone again.

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Just got into bed and I noticed Greg put our monkey teddy on my pillow and noticed he sprayed his old spice on it as I won’t be seeing him for four days and knows I’ll miss him…How sweet!

Me and Greg were talking about getting a pet fish as we can’t have cats/dogs in the flat then Greg just started talking about when we have our own house with a garden and a dog and I was just all AWWWH! I just keep thinking of getting married, Already have the ringgg just yeah I am looking forward to our future.

These past few days have been so hard for me and my family but today we finally put my Nan to rest.
I even saw her one last time yesterday and put a lovely pink rose in her hands, she did look peaceful, her coffin was filled with teddy bears and photos of us mum even put her little pink slippers on too.

Greg was able to come with me today which was a big help, I just kept feeling sick and light headed but he helped me through the day.
All the flowers and wreaths were lovely she would of loved it, I was worried for ages as I couldn’t see my wreath then as we walked past all her tributes i saw mine and it just looked so good full of her favourite colours…cerise, purple and deep pinks and deep reds…i kept hearing people say how lovely mine was so atleast I know I done her proud.
Been a long day.

Greg got back from work at 7.30am this morning and he came over to the bed and cuddled me and I started talking about Nan then for the first time Greg spoke to me about his Nan, All I knew is that she died when he was 11 and he was her favourite grandchild, So he completely understands what I am going through so as we were telling each other stories about our Nan’s I just started crying and he whispered “I know what your going through” and he got upset too, I know it is hard for him to talk about her but I was glad he was able to talk about it as he said he has never spoken to anyone about her not since she died so it was nice sharing nice memories of two people we cared a lot about.

I love it when he kisses my hand.